
addictionIt hurts. It hurts and I want it to stop. It hurts and I hope it lasts forever. It hurts too much to go on. It feels too good to stop. I'm stuck in this wonderful terrible hell. It's great. It's the worst thing in the world. It hurts. It feels good. It makes me happy. It makes me feel like shit. I cannot live with it. I cannot live without it. I love it. I hate it. I'm stuck and any way I go is going to hurt. I'm going to hurt Others. In the End I'm always the "bad guy". I'm always at fault. And I'm always sorry. But you never forgive me.addiction by ~dorkmunch

addictionaddiction by ~mibi
have you ever been an addict. and im not talking
about the hey-i-like-to-do-this-alot type of addict.
im talking about the
if-i-dont-get-it-right-now-im-going-to-fucking-blow-someones-head-off
type of addict. im an addict. ive never blown anyone
to get it. i dont think i would. but i havent been
given the opportunity to either. the reason i say 'i
dont think i would' is because i like to pretend that
i still have something thats mine. dignity, pride,
standards. but i know i would easily toss those away
just to get it. i know because i have. so all i
really have is it. for one hour. for two hours. for
fifteen minutes